This was a big deal for me. You don’t understand how much time and effort I have put into this. I am doing something that I love, with the gift that you gave me, my voice. I wanted this to be something we shared. I want you to be proud of me. How can I make that happen when you’re not here to see it? The worst part is that you told me you would be.

Finding someone who makes you feel like yourself again after you were pretending for so long. One of the best feelings in the world.

I think I’m falling for you